Desire

There is no escape
From this life I’ve made
And no one knows this pain
Its more than I can take
Its getting harder to maintain
It wont be long until I break

Standing on the porch watching days go by
If I die today what would I leave behind
A memory of a childhood try?
Wish I could start this over one more time

So many questions I have
So few with answers
Overwhelming me til’ I am broken

I did not ask for this
Desire to hold me captive
Control over all my actions
Pushing me in this trap again

Oh and I’ve been lost for too long
And the fault is my own
And Ive been lost for too long

Standing on the porch watching days go by
If I die today what would I leave behind
A memory of a childhood try?
Wish I could start this over one more time

So many questions I have
So few with answers
Overwhelming me til’ I am broken

I’m broken again